LAURA's Journal

8:00pm: <3333 woo!
So i have strept throat. :/
Didn't go to school today, and half a day yesterday. I feel magnificent today =)

oh em gee Jenni's birthday is fridayyyy<33333333333 ahh i am so excited. I'm going shopping for her birthday present... what should i get her.

ahh tech fest is saturday, sunday, monday <33333333333 i dont know if im going anymore.... which will suck so bad and i will be in hard core depression for days. Haha just kidding. Im sick so if i dont feel better there is no point in going... pshhh

hahah i was thinking about this weekend and how i cant drink cause im on anti-biotics... but i have extra anti-biotics haha so im not going to take it on friday or on saturday.. and then ill be straight. muahahah

i made these cookies, and they were horrible they tasted like shit.. i mean shit, i made 3 of them. Would anyone like to have the other 2? ill be happy to share hahah. =)

5:14pm: sometimes life is so perfect isnt it? it has to be, to make up for all the hard stuff it throws your way you have to learn how to walk you have to learn how to talk you have to wear that totally ridiculous hat that your grandma bought for you and you have no say in the matter and when you're a little older even though you get to choose your hats you dont get to choose what they put in those meatballs in the cafeteria or when to fall in love...things happen and you just have to deal...

6:17pm: I'm at Theresa's houseee.
My effing internet is turned off right now. Hopefully i get it back today. ARGH

<33333333

I'm borrreedd were waiting for something to do which should be fun.
blah

I Love You.

11:35pm: poke smot ; )
Last night i hung out with Theresa and Biebuyck :)
I spent the night at theresa's

Tonight i didn't do much... just layed around
Shes at my house yay...

11:12pm: I break promises. Im sorry. If you even care.....

tomarrow shood be a good day.

9:48pm: MY JOURNAL ENTRIES ARE NOT ABOUT DUSTIN, OR JORDAN.
THANK YOU.

8:50pm: bitch.
the end =)

3:05pm: Well school was shit.
I woke up at fuckin 5:30 this morning to go to school early, which sucked my cock.
Today im at theresas and im doing my homework and fucking thinking about shit.

dude have u ever had something that wont get out of your head like an image and it pisses you off and all you wanna do is scream "fuck it" or like i dont even know punch something. =/

So yesterday was a bad day, i was really moody, people hate me but its okay, cause im sure i dont like them either. I smoked myself fricken stupid. I felf like a fuckin TMI kid or something.

OH BTW ALL U FUCKIN GIRLS THAT LIKE TO CALL ME A SLUT U BETTER LOOK IN THE GODDAMN MIRROR. Because i aint even close to being a slut.

someone once called me desperate. And im beginging to think that they are right. haha idk.


BLAHHH.. thats all i gotta say is BLAHHH

Time for a muther fuckin ciggarette

10:16pm: i had a bad day.
i dont know.. i dont want to talk about it.

...blah

i miss you i dont know why.?

9:14pm: <33333333333333333333 woo!

12:22am: i have a really big crush... haha

7:19pm: Well latly it is shit. I HATE COUSINO. I really do, i hate ppl who talk alot of shit... i hope they choke. I want everyone to stop running there mouth.

Im tired all i want to do is sleep. Im sick of sleeping. Im sick of dreaming. Im sick of the drama. THEfuckingEND

There is this boy. I have a crush on. Yes a crush....

12:08am: i lied. i love you.

7:50pm:

Today is a fuckin dumb fuckin day. its so ugly outside. i swear to god.

 

( PARTY. )

5:41pm: HAVE AN0THER DRiNK & DRiVE Y0URSELF H0ME.;
i H0PE THERE`S iCE 0N THE R0ADS.
& Y0U CAN THiNK 0F ME WHEN Y0U F0RGET Y0UR SEATBELTHEAD G0ES THR0UGH THE WiNDSHEiLD.


You know what you are
Some "superstar"
That's never been anywhere
Me, I won't pretend to
Say I don't see through
Some phoney standing up there

Back when, when we were "friends"
Now, till the end
You promised we'd always be
Now it seems you've got a different dream
Thanks for including me
You spell "we" so differently


cross your fingers - and pray for winter.
why did i ever let you inside my heart. what such a fool.

8:12pm: All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

8:11pm: I wish I could erase the memories... And just forget you </3 All of the things that I want to say Just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here

1:23pm: Yesterday i hung out with biebuyck, dustin, natalie, her brother, and sean.
Today i went to the dentist, So i stayed home heh.

Tomarrow is late start... AGAIN <3 Dont know what im doing but i want to do something. I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING. GOD. YESTERDAY ON THE LATE START I DIDNT DO ANYTHING AT ALL.

and i noticed all you bitches dont comment. </3 you sadden me

10:45pm: Note to self: I miss you terribly.

3:50pm: been on top of the world since about 1 week ago, marking a time when I was drunk enough to talk to you </3

1:24am: I realized i really like changing my journal...
I really like this one though :)

Today was alright. Ive been hanging out at Patty's house with Jenni on the porch haha. Were porch monkeys<3 I hung out with Theresa today<3 what a sweet person she is.

Tomarrow. I dont know what im dooing. Sometthing good i hope...

fjadfadsf;lk i hate boys....

9:46pm: x Jennii Says: your like a baby pitbull
LoOla xo: haha
LoOla xo: how so?
x Jennii Says: cuz your like so fiesty
x Jennii Says: but your little
LoOla xo: haha
x Jennii Says: im glad you didnt get bigger
x Jennii Says: youd kick some ass
LoOla xo: haha
LoOla xo: :-)
x Jennii Says: maybe their was a reason for you being that size
LoOla xo: how am i feisty?
LoOla xo: hahaahah
x Jennii Says: you are
x Jennii Says: your ready to kill
x Jennii Says: if someone pisses you off
x Jennii Says: lol
LoOla xo: hah
x Jennii Says: but then you remember yoour 5 foot
x Jennii Says: lol
^^ HAHA THATS MY BFF FO LIFE DAWWWG. I love her<3333

9:39pm: Okay.. Im going to start about how this break went...

I hung out with Jenni, Patty, and Laura... haha POKE SMOT bitches<3 Thats pretty much it.... oh yah and i went upnorth with my dads g/f and her family. They are all bitches to me and were talking shit about me drinking and smoking. I was like okay whores, give me a fuckin drug test right now.. and ill pass. If iw as SUCH A DRINKER, check my breath? does it smell. FAGGOTS.. talking shit about me. And my dad didnt even say anything. Micki was like "like mother like daughter" dude everyone who knows me KNOWS I DO NOT LIKE TO BE COMPARED TO MY MOM. EVER. PERIOD.

Today was a late start day... i went to lauras house really really early haha<3 great morning.. it all worked out for the best :0 :) <3333333333333333

crushes suck. faggot.

IM DOOIN MOTHER FUCKIN YOGA. mother fuckers.. its goign to be sweet.

4:54pm: </3
Yeah i really dont like you rite now.
fuck you dad.

I am being forced to go upnorth... haha fun

6:43pm: suck.me.beautiful.
people suck my cock.... been waiting forever...

I AM VERY FUCKING IMPATIONT RITE NOW!!!!



11:00... is comming soon